| wow. xanga is very different now. ha. but so am i. i was married last saturday. yep. pretty crazy i know. at least.... yeah. i don't feel like getting into anything really. i think i need to start blogging more. it's always been a good release for me. i think more when i blog. ha. and let me just say that i am definitely not in the place where i need to be. that's hard to accept. there's a lot that needs to change. and i've fallen into this sort of rut. maybe it's a good thing that i don't have many friends right now. i've been thinking that all of this extra time needs to be spent with nate when really it shouldn't be extra time. it should be time allotted for a specific purpose. and i know what purpose. i need to discipline myself. hmm. but yeah. i have an awesome new job. i'm a nanny for a family in o'fallon il. they are pretty awesome. i enjoy it. even though i've only worked there like a day and a half. but it's just one of those things you know? it's so strange because i'm finally settling down and committing to things in my life. i've never been able to do that before. and i'm actually starting to have thoughts as to what i want to do in my life. and it's not even anything i ever really imagined to do. so it's weird how even though i've been pretty much neglecting my relationship with God He still is shaping and molding my life and blessing me beyond what i deserve. and i stand behind the passage in the bible where it talks about how love is of God and if anyone claims to love his brother but has no love for God then he is a liar and that if you claim to have love for God but have no love for your brother than again you are a liar. it's crazy stuff man. crazy stuff. whew. i've lost so much too. and gained so much. life is crazy. and i'm sorry if anyone actually took the time to read this. it's like a four year old wrote it. ha ha. love
m.
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| oh. um. i'm single now. ha ha. but God still is amazing. m. |
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| so.... i have no idea who still uses xanga and who doesn't.
i don't use it.
ever.
but for those of you that do and don't use myspace.
here's a quick recap of my life.
i work at a daycare.
i live in granite city illinois.
i have been dating avery for almost eight months.
my car is doing fantastic.
i miss my parents but they're doing swell.
i am involved with a new and uprising christian club called the UR.
it is right on lemay between bayless and weber. it's awesome. check it out.
www.clubur.com
and that's really about it. all i can think of.
well besides the fact that God is amazingly wonderful.
love me always,
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| mum comes home in about two and a half hours or so.
i've missed her.
if you couldn't tell.
and then i have to leave tomorrow for camp.
yippee.
please pray for me as i have some things to plan out for my future.
i'm going to take a stab at a budget. and a plan.
and check into some things.
so yeah.
o. and i died my hair. black. with fuschia accent type things in it.
it's pretty darn sweet.
stay in Christ yo. it's the happenin place to be.
m.
*edit*
mom's flight was delayed twice.
then cancelled.
so i don't get to see her before i go to camp.
stupid stuff yo.
stupid stuff.
m.
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